I DONT WANT YOU HERE

Let’s start with those 5 words. I got told this today and it struck me straight into my heart. Like ice shards going through my body……… Every one needs their time for themselves. That time to recharge and relax from the world. I get that 100%. But telling someone you love those 5 words is probably one of the worst tings a person can do. It’s not that they don’t understand you need your alone time. But from the point of view of someone who spent 10 years being abused and neglected, it’s the worst thing someone can say. Because in the mind of a victim, it means they are not good enough. It sends them down a dark path into their mind and it’s impossible to get out of that. Because now they are always going to question if they are wanted. They will always second guess everything they do because those 5 words was spoke to them. I would never want to put someone i love through that type of torment. How can you want to put someone through that type of pain. Knowing they are not wanted by the person who they trusted with all they have. It’s a type of pain I wouldn’t wish on any one